Sunday, December 04, 2005

Some advice

Life Does Not Appeal To Me Anymore
What is this thing called love that but destroys thespirit? To have loved so deeply and to have lost, andall because I was a defective human, I truly am sorryfor losing what was a gift, a true gift. How can Isurvive having found you and then lost you due to mystupidity. I bashed my head against the same walls youhave met in your past; I went crazy over my love foryou; I desired you so much that it killed us; it wasthis stupidity, this inane inability to be normal andin love, instead of madly in love, that has killed me.I try to survive by telling myself that you were adrifter and that I was just another experience on yourown road of life, and that you had no intention ofloving me forever, but then, even thoughI try to tell myself that you were not a good man forthe long run, I still cannot but help recall our veryclose moments together. Can you not remember them?Will you come back to me? Come and kiss me again,deeply and with all the love we once had for eachother. Will you come back to me and save me? Please.Please. You left a woman who loved you more than theworld. I could not see you leave my house; it wouldhave been too hard. That is why I told you to go. ButI didn't want you to go.Please come home to me.Please.
posted by AFishInJapan at 6:39 PM 0 comments

Some advice dear sister, e-mail someone who cares because they don't know what a freaky mental loser you are. WWW.SAMARITANS.ORG.UK


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